riding the waves.

just by being a girl means you're sometimes riding up a wave & sometimes you're riding down. to those around us and even to ourselves, the knowledge of when that next big wave will hit is a mystery.

being a mom means you're sometimes (usually) riding someone else's wave plus your own or trying to steer multiple surf boards and waves all at once.

being a student means sometimes you're sometimes steady on the board and sometimes you wipe out flat on your ass.

so now, let's put my accounting skills to the test:
i'm all girl + mom of 4 + full time student = 1 tsumani surfin' chic.

i had an aha moment yesterday when i thought, "i really can do this!"

yet i woke up this morning trying to will my brain to stop worrying about what that teardrop shaped depression superior to my maxilla but inferior to my volmer was.

"i really can do this!", wasn't exactly where my head was.

what in the hell am i doing?!
i really dont know from one day to the next.
hell, one moment to the next sometimes.

but i do know its my filtrum - didn't even have to look it up.
::takes a bow::