FINALS.
How am I suddenly 25% through the school year already?
What?!
Today I take the 1st of 12 finals.
1 today, 1 tomorrow and 10 next week.
TWELVE.
TWELVE?!
oh shit.
TWELVE.
Everything at home, minus a car accident resulting in no injuries other than to my car, is fine. Being here still sucks for the most part. I am having fun, I do laugh at times, I have made some really awesome friends, but I also cry more than ever too. Just the thought of missing out on W losing a tooth, J scoring a goal, missing my talks with B and my cuddling with E... I tear up. Sometimes I can't even talk about them to other people for fear of losing it. I'm not nearly as outgoing, or open, here as the 'real' me, that's for sure.
I miss my kids.
I miss my Garth.
I miss my old life.
But I truly love what I'm doing
and why.
There is a purpose,
this is a means to an end
... or rather a beginning.
I pray it is all worth it
and we all come out better
because of it.
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12!?!? Uh... I don't understand. How on Earth are you taking 12 classes at once!? I'm only taking Physio, Chem, and History at once, and I am totally overwhelmed! Mad respect lady, I have no idea how you're doing it. And PS, I'm fantastic w/ Anatomy, let me know if you need some help via email. Good luck, keep breathing, get decent sleep, don't OD on coffee. -em
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