delete.

i blogged today

and then deleted it.

i have things i want to say

to a friend

to get off my chest.

she hurt me.

weeks later and i'm

still hurting.

i don't even think she

thought about what she

did and said.

not then or since.

i know it'd hurt or embarrass her

to read those words here and know

i was writing about her

for everyone to see.

confronting her with it

seems pointless.

garth even said it probably

wasn't worth saying anything

since she said/did it so cavalier

it probably would fall on deaf ears.

i dont need unnecessary drama

thats for sure.

i'd rather hurt inside

than hurt someone else.

welcome to my torture.